Am lost. Am destroyed. Cannot write. Cannot sleep. Cannot eat. Have lost too much this year and can just barely breathe.
Am trying to keep breathing.
Am trying to survive.
This has been the absolute worst year of my life.
Trying to fight my way out of this. Trying to fake it 'til I make it. Trying to find a ray of hope in all the despair.
Want to fix so many things I messed up, but it's impossible. Don't like myself at all right now.
Will return when I get a grip. Humble apologies.